I hate my life with an abiding hate
That I cannot overcome
Is this quote, unquote
Does this all sound too cliché?
Do you ever feel this way?
Lost in a deep, dark, destitute place,
Humiliated and forlorn
Wondering could I ever be
Does this fill you with dismay?
Have you ever felt this way?
Try as I might, I am eluded in my quest
To find a reason for my existence
Is it useless for me to try and be
Every day is Judgement day
Will this ever go away?
Is this what life was meant to be,
Sleeping, eating, breathing, shitting
Or is this what it means to be
A parody of a buffet
A sickeningly sweet puree
Treacherous promise of perfection
Provocative and lecherous
Cynically I wonder is this
A bitter sweet adventure
Filled with joy, coated in displeasure